Sorry, I don't mean to push or anything. I just want to make sure you know. And that, you know - if there's something you'd rather not talk about, you can say that, too.
I don't think you're pushing. And I do want to talk about it more sometime, but for now it's okay? I don't want to think about it more right now. I just -
Want a few moments with you, if that's okay?
[ It's not a lie, even if there is some worried thoughts about it still that scatter before he adds - ]
I did need to tell you something, though. Now or later.
If you want a little while without having to think about anything big, I can definitely do that. But if you want to tell me whatever it is now, that's totally fine, too. Up to you.
It's not big. I mean, it's not existential crisis big and I'd rather tell you sooner than later.
[ but worry!!! ]
Snow kissed me for a bingo square.
It was hardly a second and I didn't return it or anything, but it was needed to finish the card? You weren't around and I wanted to make sure to get this - [ his finger taps the spellbook's cover before he exhales finally: ] Sorry.
[a little bit surprised, but only because that's not really what he was expecting - he doesn't seem upset or offended]
That's okay. I know how important it must have been to you to get that back, so if I wasn't around to help and there wasn't another option for the bingo - I don't mind.
It was and I figured you'd agree since it's... like, the only material I know of to learn to control any of it.
[ coloring a touch sheepishly and guiltily ]
Which probably came off so left field, I'm so stupid. [ It is less self-deprecating and more like the oh I'm a dumbass ] But it was only the once and I turned everyone else away and I'd much rather be kissing you, for the record. If that needed recording.
But yeah, that happened, and hopefully it'll help. The book, I mean. We can move on now to other big thoughts or small thoughts.
You are like the least stupid person I know, promise. And I think it's been, um - pretty recorded.
[going a little red as well, but!!]
Actually - while we're on that subject... We totally don't have to right now if you would rather have a little bit of time to relax instead, but I have some vision items I haven't watched yet, if you wanted to go through those with me.
[ huffs a laugh and he might have said something more but he straightens a little at that, ]
Yeah. Of course. If you're up for it - I want to be there for you. [ ... ] And I have the bingo one, if you want to be there for it or hear about the other.
Still figuring it out? The telepathy stuff was first, hearing stuff and moving stuff with my mind? More the former than the latter. I can change the appearance of items and rooms a little now and I think yesterday's was actual spellcasting?
They don't exactly tell you and it doesn't feel like it's all back or anything.
[ when they're in his room he'll move to sit on the edge of his bed as he waits ]
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Sorry, I don't mean to push or anything. I just want to make sure you know. And that, you know - if there's something you'd rather not talk about, you can say that, too.
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Want a few moments with you, if that's okay?
[ It's not a lie, even if there is some worried thoughts about it still that scatter before he adds - ]
I did need to tell you something, though. Now or later.
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If you want a little while without having to think about anything big, I can definitely do that. But if you want to tell me whatever it is now, that's totally fine, too. Up to you.
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[ but worry!!! ]
Snow kissed me for a bingo square.
It was hardly a second and I didn't return it or anything, but it was needed to finish the card? You weren't around and I wanted to make sure to get this - [ his finger taps the spellbook's cover before he exhales finally: ] Sorry.
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[a little bit surprised, but only because that's not really what he was expecting - he doesn't seem upset or offended]
That's okay. I know how important it must have been to you to get that back, so if I wasn't around to help and there wasn't another option for the bingo - I don't mind.
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[ coloring a touch sheepishly and guiltily ]
Which probably came off so left field, I'm so stupid. [ It is less self-deprecating and more like the oh I'm a dumbass ] But it was only the once and I turned everyone else away and I'd much rather be kissing you, for the record. If that needed recording.
But yeah, that happened, and hopefully it'll help. The book, I mean. We can move on now to other big thoughts or small thoughts.
[ sorry he's embarrassing edit, ]
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[going a little red as well, but!!]
Actually - while we're on that subject... We totally don't have to right now if you would rather have a little bit of time to relax instead, but I have some vision items I haven't watched yet, if you wanted to go through those with me.
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Yeah. Of course. If you're up for it - I want to be there for you. [ ... ] And I have the bingo one, if you want to be there for it or hear about the other.
But yours definitely come first.
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[giving him an appreciative smile]
They're both in my room - do you want to head over?
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[ Shifts to get up, taking Hoppy off his lap, and offering him his hand, ]
They won't mind a visitor right now, right?
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Just wanted to check, but yeah hanging out in your room is better anyway.
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Do you know how many you have? Or, how many you want to look at?
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Just two. Did you just have the one?
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Yeah, just the one. The last couple have been powers, like when I change the train a little?
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[heading back to his room once he's inside]
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Still figuring it out? The telepathy stuff was first, hearing stuff and moving stuff with my mind? More the former than the latter. I can change the appearance of items and rooms a little now and I think yesterday's was actual spellcasting?
They don't exactly tell you and it doesn't feel like it's all back or anything.
[ when they're in his room he'll move to sit on the edge of his bed as he waits ]
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[going to his dresser to pull out a button and a cup]
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Definitely not, I still think magic is cool even if it's complicated.
[ tilting his head. ] You need a drink for the cup, right?
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Yeah. I guess we could head to the lounge after the first one? I didn't quite think about that.
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[setting the button down, though]
Feels weird to say ready when you are if I'm the one watching it, but - you know what I mean.
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[ offers his hand to hold with his free hand if he wants, ]
Whenever you're ready.
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...Okay. Not bad, just - a lot.
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