241. Another day where he's late in what's become an early morning ritual (it's almost like he's trying not to be caught). He does light more candles around the 5-pointed star circle he made and sits in it to talk about family and Family and what it means to him. Specifically in the case of the Unholy Disorder, the belief that all people should be allowed to live freely.
He lights a feather on fire.
242. This day he comes in with paper! A pen! A small bowl of water! A plate! Wow, what an assortment of items. In discussion he says that he's going to try a ritual ? a spell? WHO KNOWS that may connect with the Disorder. He may or may not be riffing.
He writes down things that he thinks limits him (them?), things that hold back, troubling memories, etc. Folds it up and lights it on fire on the plate while reciting: No one owns me. I am free to be who I choose to be. I am free from fear and captivity. I am free to live in my own way. After the fire burns out he cups the ashes in hand and grounds them further before putting them in the bowl of water.
243. Also a later affair, some hours into the evening, he comes back with a gift today! Kind of. Today's gift is a simple affair: yarn threaded together to entwine several feathers. It's technically a hair piece! Useful, not really. But because today was a day of honesty in the conversation piece he says that He doesn't think he makes a good member of the Disorder, and then muses at the same time that maybe that thought itself is Disorderly. Because why would they want to conform to what people expect of them?
244. On 244 he shows up! In a similar pattern to the last few days there's a quiet moment of meditation in his circle and he just talks - partly about relationships and how being yourself is important and wondering if it's easier for them to be themselves than to be what people want to be. He leaves and comes back with a bowl of whatever he helped make the Disorder for dinner. He apologizes he hadn't done it before and/or if it's offensive to give a ghost food - but if they like it he'll bring more.
245. This is super early in the morning, like way before anyone wakes up because meeting day. It's another day where he's Not Super talkative, but he does leave the first batch of cream puffs he made in here! Nice and fresh. Then he lights a candle again - no surprises there! little nerd recites to himself - We exist and because we exist we have the right to live.
246. [ this is to come??? possibly something with other disorders, but i'm end at 5 days at a time if not)
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He lights a feather on fire.
242. This day he comes in with paper! A pen! A small bowl of water! A plate! Wow, what an assortment of items. In discussion he says that he's going to try a ritual ? a spell? WHO KNOWS that may connect with the Disorder. He may or may not be riffing.
He writes down things that he thinks limits him (them?), things that hold back, troubling memories, etc. Folds it up and lights it on fire on the plate while reciting: No one owns me. I am free to be who I choose to be. I am free from fear and captivity. I am free to live in my own way. After the fire burns out he cups the ashes in hand and grounds them further before putting them in the bowl of water.
243. Also a later affair, some hours into the evening, he comes back with a gift today! Kind of. Today's gift is a simple affair: yarn threaded together to entwine several feathers. It's technically a hair piece! Useful, not really. But because today was a day of honesty in the conversation piece he says that He doesn't think he makes a good member of the Disorder, and then muses at the same time that maybe that thought itself is Disorderly. Because why would they want to conform to what people expect of them?
244. On 244 he shows up! In a similar pattern to the last few days there's a quiet moment of meditation in his circle and he just talks - partly about relationships and how being yourself is important and wondering if it's easier for them to be themselves than to be what people want to be. He leaves and comes back with a bowl of whatever he helped make the Disorder for dinner. He apologizes he hadn't done it before and/or if it's offensive to give a ghost food - but if they like it he'll bring more.
245. This is super early in the morning, like way before anyone wakes up because meeting day. It's another day where he's Not Super talkative, but he does leave the first batch of cream puffs he made in here! Nice and fresh. Then he lights a candle again - no surprises there! little nerd recites to himself - We exist and because we exist we have the right to live.
246. [ this is to come??? possibly something with other disorders, but i'm end at 5 days at a time if not)